Over And Over

I feel it everyday,
it's all the same,
it brings me down,
but I'm the one to blame,
I've tried everything,
so here I go again,
chasing you down again,
why do I do this,
over and over,
I cry for you,
over and over,
it feels like everyday,
just stays the same,
because i'm always,
crying because of you,
but nothing will ever change,
over and over,
no one will ever understand,
what I'm going through,
over and over,
i sit wondering,
what it would be like,
if you were here with me,
over and over,
but I know,
that will never happen,
over and over,
I cry for you,
because I miss you,
and wish that you,
were back in my life,
over and over,
I regret,
the choices I've made,
over and over,
I wish,
that I could turn back time,
and change the past,
but I can't,
over and over,
I wish,
that I would have been,
a better mom to you,
over and over,
I hope that someday,
I'll make it up to you,
for you're my life,
the reason I live,
for you are my first born,
and I will always,
love you no matter what,
and no one will ever change that.