Backstabbers

there are way to many times,
I find myself,
always looking for the best in people,
and I don't seem to know why,
maybe it's because I care to much,
or maybe it's because I'm blind,
because I tell the people,
that I once was able to trust,
my deepest darkest secrets,
that I would never tell anyone else,
unless I could truely trust them,
but whatever the reason is,
I just don't care no more,
because I have finally,
opened up my eyes,
and stepped back into reality,
for I have finally realized,
that I can't truely trust anyone,
for they always,
end up backstabbing me,
and I'm feed up,
with all this bullshit,
so what's the point,
of me truely caring,
when I can't trust anyone,
besides myself,
because everyone always,
ends up stabbing me in the back,
and it's pretty bad,
when my own family,
turns against me,
for pretty much everyone,
I have ever known,
are a bunch of backstabbers,
so what's there left,
for me to care about,
besides my children,
for they're to young,
to stab me in the back,
and besides them,
I will always,
be able to trust,
my husband, family, and friens ,
for I believe,
they'll never hurt me
like everyone else does
because unlike,
all the backstabbers,
I know and once trusted,
they truely have a heart,
and truely care,
about me and my feelings.